Why are Decisions so Hard to make?

Ali sat alone on the roof top over looking the peaceful city. She Growled, remember the reason she was there. She gripped her tail in her hands. Sighing as she let go of her tail. Leaning against the wall of the shed, looking at the stars that shined above her. She closed her eyes, hoping the answer would fall from the sky and land at her feet. Her ears perked up to the sound of Something landing on the shed. She looked up, seeing it was none other than her boyfriend, Leonardo. He smiled, she smiled back as he landed on the ledge beside her. "Hey..." he whispered
"Hi..." she whispered back happily, but Leo saw right through her. He sighed taking a seat next to her. "Still thinking about it?" He asked
"Yeah..." Leo frowned, starring at his big green mutant feet "...So H-have you M-made your decision?" Leo silently cursed himself for stuttering, "No...I...I don't know what to do..." Leo stroked her arm, catching her hand in his.
"Well, what do you wanna do?" He asked
"I DON'T KNOW!!!" She screamed, her eyes shift to red. Leo flinched, she sighed, letting her eyes shift from red to brown. "I'm sorry...it's just that...I don't know what to do. Leo...what should I do?" He sighed, gripping onto her hand tighter, "I don't know..whatever makes you happy..." She immediately took her hand away "I DON'T KNOW WHAT MAKES ME HAPPY!!!" She shouted, covering her face with her hands. Leo sighed, scooting closer to her, wrapping his arm around her shoulder, pulling her closer, as she laid her head against his chest, tracing the scratch marks on his Palstron. He rested his head against hers. In his mind, Of course he wanted her to stay with him...but he didn't want to influence her decision..."Ali...you know I love you...and I want you to stay with me...but not if it's gonna make you miserable..."
"I'm not gonna be miserable...I'm gonna be with you....But..." she sat up
"But?" He asked
"If...if I turned human again, will you still love me? And find a way for us to be together?" She asked, Leo thought for a minute, before grabbing her hand and placing it over his heart, she blushed, feeling his heart beat rapidly. "Feel that?...it's beating because of you...I live because of you....I don't love a human or a mutant....I love you...Just you...." she smiled, scooting closer to him "So...you will find a way for us to be together?" Leo sighed,
"Well..I don't know...when we found you..you didn't remember anything, but when we met April, she freaked out..." Ali's ears dropped "So...we can't...be together if I become human again?"
"No...I didn't say that...but...think of it this way...If meet you, when your human. Tell you we dated for a year while battling Aliens, mutants and Ninjas. And mentioned You trained with my rat ninja master, I call a father....would you freak out?" He stated.
Ali sighed "I guess that's a little too out there isn't it?" He nods starring at the ground..He heard a sniffle, turning back to Ali, her face was buried in her hands "This Sucks!...If I become human again I forget you, the guys, Everybody! Everything! If I stay, I'd never see my friends and family again!" Leo rubbed the back of his neck, He could never bring himself to tell her how badly he wanted her to stay, and he couldn't support her decision, since she was still uncertain....All he could do was hold her in a tight embrace and let her cry. He'd wish there was something he could do....But he couldn't think of anything. He sighed, holding onto Ali tightly, it was heartbreaking to hear her cry, it was a regular human cry mixed with a sad puppy cry....a sad lost little puppy. his little puppy... He felt his own heart breaking listening to the painful sounds of her heartbreak....
"Why are Decisions so Hard to make?..." she whimpered, Leo held onto her tighter "I don't know..." he said, letting a single tear roll down his cheek....




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